Hmm...
I had resigned from my previous company and joined my currently company for about 2months plus, but I feel that work here is more stress, burden and not as pleasant as i work in my ex-company, although work in a bigger company with more colleagues, which mean more friends or enemies? Hmm I duno.
Nothing much has been changed since I last work as a system analyst in my ex-company and now working as a consultant, it's much similar, wat's diff is tat I’m using C# now instead of VB.net and the working environment, it's still programming all the way although the title is diff. earning not much but everyday work till like there's no tomorrow.
Although working here has got more colleagues but are they helpful? most of the time i seek for help whenever I face prob after an efficacious struggle he won't entertain me much though some times he does reply me or actually solve few of the prob that i have encountered, but when other ppl ask him, he will explain and detail everything other ppl asked but why not me ? Hmm I duno.
Some of the ppl out there are so relax about their job and getting good pay and treat very well, but why not me ? Hmm i duno. This I called it: "同人不同命,同伞不同棒" as I can't and I neva blame for it.
I really hope tat I can find my way out of this and continue fighting for my future and the rest of my life. But some how I did ponder upon is this the correct choice for me to work as an IT exec? Hmm I duno. It’s getting bored of and I hope there will be a light out there as my guidance for me to continue walking.
